ok..ok...its over..i know..

Hey bloggers.. ok..ok..i know.. this is the last post for this month...
I just chat with Eri on Msn.. we FOUGHT AGAIN!! and this time, I started it first.. Well..umm..Its bad..Eri is extremely angry...I was trying to get myself angry but end up, Eri who became the angry one. I'm sure, Eri wouldn't forgive me. Coz what I done..is so big!! I mean so BIG! Trust me. You'll be mad when you know what happen..what happened? Owh, i'm not gonna tell you that. Its just..idk why am I feeling happy.. Aren't break-ups suppose to be sad? Okay..the thing is, i've been trying to end it..for weeks actually.. But the weird part is, when Eri wants to leave me, I feel like my whole world is crushing down. Ugh..i'm bipolar!! So like..i'm ignoring that person now. Its over between us anyway.. I don't care.. I don't want to care.. I will never cared.. yeah, thanks for the good times.. i'll treasured it.. well, guess our 5th Month Anniversary isn't goin to happen.. owh what the hell.. i don't care, okay? I just want to walk out from your life. I think you better off with another person who really deserves you better than I do. What was the old people say again? Owh yeah, "If you love something/someone..you'll just have to let it go".. okay, i didn't even understand what the sentence means. Just a bit..anyway.. i want it to be over.. live with it..

JaceyyAndEri
1st October 2008 till 28th February 2009
Thanks for everything..

xoxo,
JaceyyLoatheEri

*cries like a baby*

Hey bloggers.. so today my mum promised to buy me Eclipse, Breaking Dawn and a Rayban Wayfarer. We went to 1Borneo today. I just got back and i'm posting this post while crying like a friggin 17yrold baby! First, we went to Harris and me, with anticipating feeling hoped to get what I want. Unfortunately..my anticipated feeling was CRUSHED!! Because, the books were already sold out! SOLD OUT I tell you!! Grrrr...don't blame me for turning into a cookie monster and steal your cookies. Rawr! The saleperson there asked to me give my phone number to them, so when the new stock arrives, they'll call me. You better call me soon or your cookies will be gone and don't blame me when it happens. Things just keep getting worse.. when I went to this spectacle shop to look for a Wayfarer, guess what? They didn't friggin sell it. But, thanks to the funny part, i'm feeling a lil bit better. The guy working at the shop doesn't even know what Rayban Wayfarer look like..damn! If you don't what it is, then why are you working there? I have to explained to him on how wayfarer look like and then he go like, "owh...." and I was like wth?! Lol... ooh..ooh.. another funny part!! There this kid with his mum, and guess what? The kid had a leash tied on his hand to his mums.. Me and Joanne were like, "haha? what the hell? aww, poor kid".. hey, she was the devil not me. I'm just a cookie monster. Then, we went to Gaya Street. Elyn was being silly. Joanne asked my mum if she and my mum could wake up at 3.00am and elyn interfere saying that, "Marilah..kita belajar.." then I was like "You?! Ko mau blajar?! Ko lah?! First time sa dengar ni..." haha..my sister..my sister..she never wants to study... Typical Elyn..
Just now in the car, while we're on the way back.. My mum said to me that, if we can't find the wayfarer, she told me to just go look on ebay.. *long sigh*....aaahhhhhhhhhh.. Who trust ebay anyway? damn..I will just keep looking to it then.. Like the old people's say "Don't give up for the things you want the most. Fight for it and in the end, it would be all worth".. So, thats what I'm gonna do. I'll find that wayfarer even if will took me 10 yrs to get it.

So, its like 10.58pm.. i think thats all for today's last post..
Goodbye February, Hello March!!
Cheers!

xoxo,
JaceyyLovesEri

mwahahaha much? convo between me and johnboy on msn..

Hey hey..hahaha..funny ni, my convo between Johnboy...


HaRdStYl3 RePuBl!c aKa HR says:
hi
Jaceyy..!! says:
hi
HaRdStYl3 RePuBl!c aKa HR says:
pa kau bt skrg
Jaceyy..!! says:
busy..blogging
HaRdStYl3 RePuBl!c aKa HR says:
oh
HaRdStYl3 RePuBl!c aKa HR says:
ko tdk main fs sdh
Jaceyy..!! says:
malas..boring
Jaceyy..!! says:
ko gay sudah ka?
HaRdStYl3 RePuBl!c aKa HR says:
syok bah main fs
HaRdStYl3 RePuBl!c aKa HR says:
ko gila sya mhu jdi gay
Jaceyy..!! says:
hah? ko mau jadi gay? ahahahahahahahaha
HaRdStYl3 RePuBl!c aKa HR says:
tai ko sya mhu jdi gay
Jaceyy..!! says:
tu ko ckap..ko mau jadi gay
HaRdStYl3 RePuBl!c aKa HR says:
mna ada buat2 cerita saja ko oh
Jaceyy..!! says:
lol..baca sentence ko bagus2 bah
HaRdStYl3 RePuBl!c aKa HR says:
bikin pns oh ko
Jaceyy..!! says:
haha... ko tia tau? sa bah ni
HaRdStYl3 RePuBl!c aKa HR says:
ya lah tu
Jaceyy..!! says:
hehe
HaRdStYl3 RePuBl!c aKa HR says:
-.-
Jaceyy..!! says:
bah..p tidur la klau mgantuk
HaRdStYl3 RePuBl!c aKa HR says:
bongok mna ada sya mhu tdr
Jaceyy..!! says:
pa hal tu smiley tu?
Jaceyy..!! says:
sot
HaRdStYl3 RePuBl!c aKa HR says:
main mian jah
Jaceyy..!! says:
hhahaha.. mian..
HaRdStYl3 RePuBl!c aKa HR says:
silap type
HaRdStYl3 RePuBl!c aKa HR says:
tdk blh kah klau org silap taip
Jaceyy..!! says:
tia tau..cam tia ble..
Jaceyy..!! says:
ish merajuk la tu
HaRdStYl3 RePuBl!c aKa HR says:
ya
Jaceyy..!! says:
lelaki mana bleh merajuk..
Jaceyy..!! says:
gay saja yg suka merajuk
Jaceyy..!! says:
ko gay la ni??!!
HaRdStYl3 RePuBl!c aKa HR says:
sial kau
HaRdStYl3 RePuBl!c aKa HR says:
mna ada
HaRdStYl3 RePuBl!c aKa HR says:
ko lah
Jaceyy..!! says:
gay
Jaceyy..!! says:
gay
Jaceyy..!! says:
mwahahahahahaha
HaRdStYl3 RePuBl!c aKa HR says:
bah tiba tiba ko ketawa
Jaceyy..!! says:
yalah..sbab sa panggil ko gAY

Reports for February..

Afternoon bloggers!! So, the last day of this month.. wow, time pass by so fast and I didn't even realize it.. I can't believe tomorrow is March!! MARCH!! The third month of the year!!
Lets get things straight...March means..
1. SPM Result in 3 weeks!!
2. 5 Month Anniversary me and Eri!! (1st March)
3. Laptop!!
4. College applications!!
5. Macbeth shoes!!

So, Jaceyy reporting for duty, sir! Reports for Febby..
February have been a wonderful month..coz lot of things had occured. Nearly break-ups, vacation with family, aahh, good times..good times...
I don't want to report much bout this month.. coz i'm using my sister's laptop now resulting in, i don't have any ideas to post..hehe.. i'll make it short and simple...

Love life...
There's ups and downs with me and Eri..we fought for like everyday..
but in the end, we always make up... well, thats us ^^

Everyday Life..
Chores..choress...and more choresss...
I'm officially become the maid in the house.. you want me to come to your house and do all your chores for you? Then call me 0142xxxxxx... my pay is average between $6500-$7000 [try converting it into malaysian ringgit] mwahahahahahahahaha....!!!!
Oohh..oohh..yeah, our VACATION!!! It was a blast!! Fun! Awesome! Amazing! Heart pumping! Adrenaline Rushing! and mostly TIRING!! But all it comes to end so fast.. in a good way tho.. i'm still waiting for my Macbeth shoes to be delivered to me tho from my aunty..can't wait ^^


well, i think that's all.. i like it short and simple but yet its understandable...
Cheers!!

xoxo,

JaceyyLovesEri

Bizarre much?

Hey bloggers.. it was a bizarre day.. idk why.. teehee..
So..like at 7.30 pm today.. and Elyn...
Asked my mum what "Permaidani" means.. and Joanne was like "Yeah, apa permaidani?"
I was like.."Ooh, what a shocker! What do you got for PMR again? Oh yeah, 7 A's and yet..owh, nevermind".. i don't even want to continue that sentence.
My plans for tomorrow... My friends asked me to go watch movie with them.. wayang hantu konon.. but i turned them down.. coz i wanna go to Harris at 1Borneo tomorrow..
My mum promised to buy me Eclipse and Breaking Dawn tomorrow!! Yay me!!

don't know what to write anymore...

xoxo,
JaceyyLovesEri

I'm tagging people for fun!! Mwahahahaha...

Okay, before we began..let's get things straight first..
Read the rules and then start answering some Q's. Got it? The questions below are all based on friendship, love, family and life.
The rules:
a. Read the rules.
b. Read the questions.
c. Answer the question truthfully.
d. Tag at least 8 people.

1. What letter does your name starts with?
[J]
2. How old are you?
[18 in July]
3. Are you in high school or just graduated high school or in college?
[Just graduated high school and going to college soon]
4. What is the colour of your eyes?
[Dark brown..i guess -.-]
5. What is your body type? Be honest.
[umm..more to love? ok, i'm in bad shape]
6. Are you a bi or gay or lesbian or straight edge?
[Bi and loving it..]
7. Do you believe in love first sight?
[I do but it never happens to me]
8. Have you ever been in love?
[I'm in one right now =D]
9. If you answered "Yes" in question 8, what its like to be in love?
[There's always ups and downs when in love but i'm happy with it anyway]
10. What letter does ur bf/gf starts with?
[Read my display name -.-]
11. Do you support abortion?
[Wtf?! What kind of question is this anyway? Of course I don't support abortion for goodness sake. Doesn't make any sense to kill an innocent's life.]
12. Have your heart ever been broken?
[Yes and it hurts so much..but someone has mended it =D]
13. Would you protect your friends if they're in danger?
[Of course! Friends stay with each other no matter what..]
14. Would you forgive your friend if he/she stabs you in the back?
[Hell..never!]
15. Are you a caring person?
[That depends who's in my life]
16. Do you love your parents?
[Another silly question..of course, dammit! They give me so much and i'm thankful for that]
17. Do you have any brothers or sisters?
[Yeah, a big bro and two annoying sisters, dingbag and doofus >:D]
18. Do you like having brothers or sisters?
[umm..its okay as long they didn't get in my way]
19. What is your favourite cursing word?
[Do I have to answer this? well..ok.. my fav is WTF?!]
20. Do you like to curse?
[Only when i'm mad]
21. Which celebrity that you think is hot?
[Does Alex Evans count as a celebrity?]
22. Which singer do you think is fake?
[its start with the letter "B"]
23. What can't you live without?
[umm..my computer and MSN]
24. What do you treasured most in your life?
[Happy Memories..good times..good times..]
25. What are your current obsession?
[Cassadee Pope from Hey Monday and Macbeth shoes!!]



Last Question...
26. What is your favourite colour/s? [Black,red and purple]

Solution to question number 25.
Black- Loner. You have a dark soul in you and you like to be mysterious about your life.
Blue- Calmer. Damn, its hard to make you angry. Why can't you get angry for once??
Red- Protecter. You are strong and you protect the ones you loved although you know you get killed.
Green- Peace lover. Aww, i'm proud of you. You love peace and you would do anything so you can make this world a better place to live.
Yellow- Likes to smile. You like to spread joy to the world. Good for you!
White- Angel. You have a kind soul in you. You cared for the ones you love.
Pink- Sensitive. You're a soft-hearted person. You shed tears easily.
Purple- Lover. You'll fall for someone too fast. Get to know them first.


The people that I tag. (Tagged, you're it!)
1. Joanne a.k.a dingbag
2. Donella a.k.a hazel
3. Dawn
4. Botiza
5. Abeline
6. Rossa [first time tagging you ^^]
7. Jesmeen
8. Celine

My Life's A New Beginning [dedicated to my Eri]

Hey bloggies.. lol, i don't know how many post i've posted today.. hey, who cares right? Thats what blogging about..hehe xD so, me and Eri.. we've been together for like 4 months and our 5 months anniversary are like 3 days ahead. So, was feeling a lil bit emotional.. [Not emo -.-] and a poem popped out in my head.. Magic, init? As if...so here it goes..

Title: My Life's A New Beginning

I've been waiting so long for you,

I thought I never found you,

But now I'm sure,

this love will be real.

I may not be beside you everyday,

I may run out of tender words to say,

I may not the one you're thinking of,

I may not fit your perfect dream of love,

But one thing I know for sure,

My love is always yours.

There's a hole in my heart,

And now that you're here,

Flowing with unconditional love and care,

My heart is mended by you.

I believe the same thing

are meant to be,

Cause I believe in love,

And yours was meant for me.

My heart is one with you,

If you leave, it stops beating,

My heart can't take another blow,

Cause ever since you came,

My life's a new beginning.

xoxo,

JaceyyLovesEri

Damn! She's awesome!!

Lol..its me again..
It's my another obsession!! Lady Gaga! At first, I don't really seem to be fond of her until her song "Poker Face" and I saw her singing live on youtube..playing the piano with her song..Poker Face. Damn.. her voice is amazingly awesome! I thought she was fake when watching her singing at conserts.. but, I underestimated her when I saw her singing with the piano. And another thing I noticed bout her is she hardly wear any pants... Idk why.. but it's ok.. as long she is awesome and not a faker like most singers.. owh, you know who I meant xD so, here's the link to the video..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nwdXnlvUe3I

Watch it..and tell me what do ya think..

Cheers!

xoxo,

Jaceyy

ugh..obsession much!

Hey bloggies...ugh, I can't stop thinking bout my current obsession on this things now... Someone..be a sweetie puh-lease?? *Puppy dog eyes*
I think imma die without it..soon.. Hey, why don't you come to my funeral when i'm dead? xD but you must bring black roses and only that. Also, you must wear black suit if you're a guy and a black dress if you're a lady. Seriously.. if not, imma haunt you forever!
So, my obsessions are..

1. The band HEY MONDAY!! Especially the vocal, Cassadee!!

Their video "Homecoming" previewed today on MTV as a new song in Spankin New.

Trust me..all their songs are amazing especially CANDLES AND 6 MONTHS..made me shed tears...

2. Hey Monday album!! Idk, if their album has already been sold in Malaysia..

but i really wreally wreally want it..

3. Cassadee Pope! I wanna meet her!
Like omg, her voice is amazing.. you should see her sing live on youtube.
Here's the link..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9frhAEd7AaI



4. Macbeth Footwear!! I want it so badly...
Like this one..*below pic*

4. Eclipse novel!! I've finished reading New Moon..

Now I need eclispe!! Seriously..

5. A Rayban Wayfarer glasses!! Dawn has it...

I want my own.. I want it like Cassadee's which you can see it on Fall Out Boy's American Suitehearts video clip.

Yup, Cassadee is in that video and her rayban is awesome!!

Stupid Virus!! Stop making my life miserable!

Hey bloggies..good afternoon...
My life is already miserable and you making it more miserable! Sorry, i was talking bout the virus that ruined my phone memory card! You will rue this day virus!!
P/S: F.Y.I..just in case you're wondering what "RUE" means..it means regret. Learned the word from iCarly on Nickelodeon. Hehe :P
So, I asked my dad to send my phone to the shop where my parents bought it and fingers crossed, hope my memory card can be restore back to normal. *Sigh*..if I hadn't transferred the song to my phone..this wouldn't happen, if SOMEONE in this house didn't forced me to transferred the song into my phone so she can change her ringtone. Why you...ugh..whatever..

Damn that SOMEONE...

xoxo,

(',..,') Rawr!

Finished reading New Moon! Alas!!

Afternoon Bloggers!
Guess what? I just finished reading New Moon!! I was like wow when I read the last page. The book consist of 563 pages excluding the epilogue, a sequel to the next book, Eclipse. Imma go buy Eclipse this weekend at Harris, 1Borneo. Hope my mum would buy me. I don't have the cash now in my wallet. Hehe.. I just bought New Moon 2 weeks ago in KL.. and it also took me 2 weeks to finish reading all 563 pages. Lol, I have nothing to do at home except for chores so on my free time, I read the book.
The story in the book was..amazing..sad..but still, amazing... It brings out your curiosity in every page you turned. Heart pumping every moment. I'm not gonna tell you bout the story..it would spoiled the fun... Well, you'll have to wait for the movie in November this year tho.. if i'm not mistaken.. hehe..

Well, cheers!

xoxo,

ButtFace <3

It was..an "Ish" day -.-

Bonjour bloggers!
Well..today i received a letter from my ex-school..
It was a letter from PTPL college.. it was weird that it was addressed to the school. It should be addressed to my mail box. Well, anyway.. the letter is about the college, offering me to study there. The letter says...

"Tawaran Kemasukan Bersyarat Ke Program PTPL Sabah"

When I read it..i was like, HUH? Blurred much.. The SPM result is not out yet..and the college is offering me to study there.. Bizzare much..

By the way, i'm not interested in studying in that college.. I'm just not fond of it although the course offered to me was outstanding.. Imma wait for my SPM result and then i'll decide which university or college I want to study...

You wanna know what the "ISH" part is...??

The letter was dated on the 14 January 2009 and i just received it today..

When I read it.. They asked me to come to register on the 2nd February 2009. It was like 2 weeks ago!! Hello...no wonder the staff from the college phoned and sms me for like many times and ask me to go to the Education Fair and meet them on the 15th February 2009. But sadly, I was in KL..sorry college's staff.. I'm not interested in studying there anyway..but thanks for the offer..

P/S: Don't blame me for the late opening of the letter. I just got it today.

ugh..my eyes are effing heavy..

imma head for bed now..

Goodnight..

Cheers!

xoxo,

Buttface <3

Just cause..it's fun! =D

001. Real name → Jacinta Lontue E. Jominol
002. Nickname(s)→ Jas or sinta..which ever
004. Zodiac sign → Cancer
005. Male or female → I can be both >:D
006. Elementary → Tadika Yue Min
007. Middle School → S.K. Kibabaig
008. High School → SM St Michael [missed the fun..]
010. Hair color → Three colours..The bangs[Red]..whole hair[brown] and black[grown bout 2 inches]
011. Long or short → My bangs infront are long..maybe..medium..
012. Loud or Quiet → Loud when i'm sad.. T.T
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans
014. Phone or Camera → Phone with a camera!! Chyeahhh...
015. Health freak → Nah, i'm not good in shape..[honest]
016. Drink or Smoke? → Drink? Yeah but not to over the top.. Smoke? hmmm.. >:D
017. Do you have a crush on someone?→ Of Course..who wouldn't have crush on anybody??
018. Eat or Drink → What do you take me for? Ghost?? Of course la..both
019. Piercings → None..but begging my mum so I can pierce my lip..
020. Tattoos → Damn, i want it! An angel's wings with the word 'Your Guardian Angel' on my upper back..but my mum wouldn't let it... huhu..



FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → Never had any.. sad, init?
026. First crush → Good times..good times.. in my freshman year till now..
027. First pet → My dog, Rocky! My first bestfriend! *sniffs*
030. First big birthday --> Almost every year.. i think >.>



CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → no..dieting..
050. Drinking → i wish.. -.-
052. I'm about to → move on to question number 53!
053. Listening to → Candles by Hey Monday
054. Plans for today → Chores...chores and more chores...
055. Waiting for → A hot caucasian gay to meet me.. as if!



YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → Planning to be a freakish loner..
059. Want to get married? → Maybe.. let God decide that..
060. Careers in mind → A journalist, Nurse, Chef



WHICH IS BETTER?
068. Lips or eyes → Eyes, baby..EYES!! Blue eyes makes me go..wooo...
070. Shorter or taller? → Taller.. i wish..
072. Romantic or spontaneous → Romantic..coz with all the poems... candlelight dinner..
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → Stomach so I can lay my head on it to listen to your heartbeat..dub..dub..dub..
074. Sensitive or loud → Sensitive when i'm loud ^-^
075. Hook-up or relationship → Of course, relationship! Its more truthful and understanding... What do I look to you? A bitch??!!
076. Trouble maker or hesitant --> Hesitant of course...i wanna stay out of trouble..for once..



HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → Both..no..
081. Ran away from home → I rather cut myself.. >.<
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → Gun..no..Knife..yes..but not for self defense..its for..um..nevermind..
083. Killed somebody → Does fly and ants count as somebody? hehe..of course not, silly..
084. Broken someone's heart → Me? Broke someone's heart? That's a terrible thing to do.. Of course I have broke someone's heart.. but that just.. owh, nvm.. but we're still together tho..
087. Cried when someone died → Yes..i've cried when my dog died..also my granpa..which I didn't have a chance to go to the funeral coz I was in Tambunan.
089. Yourself → Me? Nothing special bout me..just don't stereotyped me! I hate it...
090. Miracles → Expecting it...
091. Love at first sight → It hardly happen.. but I believe in it...
092. Heaven → The place where I wanna be to meet Jesus, God and all the saints..
093. Santa Claus → Ugh! He owes me presents! Where's that dude?? Imma go ninja on him..
094. Sex on the first date → Let's get things straight. I have a strict policy in my life. NO SEX BEFORE MARRIAGE..i want it to be with someone that I love so much and will never be apart.
095. Kiss on the first date → No.. still waiting for it to happen. If i have a date T.T



ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → YES! That person is part of my life now..
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → Its ok with me..
099. Do you believe in God → OF COURSE!! He created us and the world..we should be grateful of what He has given us..
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 20 people→ Ummm..nah...

Who will I tag? hmm....
Oh yeah! YOU! you've read it and now you shall be tagged...
mwahahahahahahaahahahahaha >:D

I'm In Love with Digby!!

Good afternoon bloggers...!!
Ugh.. i don't know why..I think imma go mental!! I'm friggin in love with Digby!!
I'm in love with Digby!! Digby!! A DOG! A STUFF ANIMAL DOG!! OMFG!!
But..he's so eaffin awesome and adorable... well, look at him...
-puppy dog eyes- isn't he cuuuuuttttttttteeeeeeeeeee??????? owh i'm going crazy for him..
With his soft white fur...amazing eyes..the way he looks into your eyes.. i'll assure you, you will go 'awwwwwww'...maybe even long 'awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww'...
yeah like that..hehe xD

What do you think of him? Cute, right? hehe

CHEERS!

xoxo,

Digby's Lover

Long Distance by Brandy

Hello people of bloggers..[that didn't make any sense..owh well]
So, as usual me being a total freakish loner being bored in the living room.. was flipping channels in the telly and a new song caught my attention..
That song is LONG DISTANCE by BRANDY..
Its a cool song by the way.. i like the words in the song..
It explains my current relationship with that special someone..
Me being stucked in Sabah..well..its just across the South China Sea as my dear lived in Singapore.. well..never thought long-distance relationship would last this long..
Yeah, we fought the other day but we manage to make up..AGAIN! and for the SIXTH friggin time.. well, u started first anyway. Forget bout my love life. It wouldn't last long anyway or it would..hmmm... nah, it wouldn't.. I already planned my life anyway..

The words that I'm in love in the song are..

With you is where I rather be,

But we're stuck where we are,

Its so hard, you're so far,

This long distance is killing me.

I wish that you were here with me,

But we're stuck where we are,

Its so hard, you're so far,

This long distance is killing me.

Wow, isn't it? No? Well, suit yourself..i'm loving the words in the song every moment..

Go look up for the song in youtube.. you'll find it amazing =D

Cheers!

xoxo,

How to spell my name again? >:D

Why does love always hurt?

Hello peeps, bloggers or whatever...
I was wondering.. Have you ever been in love? If you have, how does it feels? Amazing? Great? Awesome? The greatest thing happen in your life? Or it just full with hearts that's being shattered into pieces and will never be mend again? I don't know what do you feel bout it, but for me.. I think I will never fall in love again.. Love just.. *sigh* it just brings pain to my life. Like, have you ever been hurt by someone that you cared and loved so fucking much? You fucking love that someone and yet, in the end.. that person hurt you. And do you ever wonder, that your heart will ever be mend again? Like they say, "A broken heart can't never be mend" and I think that phrase began to make sense now. It's hard to mend a broken heart..believe me, i've been there. Suffered for a month..and that special someone came into my life, that person began to heal the hole in my heart.. For 4 months we've been together and now its coming to an end. There are ups and downs when i'm with you but we both get over it easily because our love towards each other are strong. Time passed by so fast and its nearly our 5 month anniversary.. we fought again. But now, its hard for me.. I'm tired to hold on onto you and I feel that you're also tired to hold onto me. Is this the end? It's hard for me to leave you and yet it hurts me so fucking much to forget bout you. How many tears must I shed to cleanse myself of you?! I wish I could forget you but its hard.. You changed my whole life. I leave the decision in your hands. Its your call then. I don't care anymore. Why does love must ended in tears? I wished that I could have an happy ending just like the fairytales in the storybook but i guess, that's impossible to come true. I once asked to myself, "What is the meaning of love?". My answer is, "Love is eternity. There's no boundaries in loving someone. When you thought bout that person, it makes your heart sings joyfully". That's my definition of love. Now, nobody can mend this broken heart. I guess, i will never fall in love again. It's God decision now, whether he wants me to be with someone or I may just be a freakish loner and take care of my parents. Maybe me being a freakish loner is more better..taking care of my parents.. well, its a way to express my gratitude to them for taking good care of me for years.

So..peeps..sorry you have to read this long post..
I just like to express myself on paper.. well, in this case..on computer..
When you finished reading it.. Tell me..
- Your definition of love -
- Have you ever been heartbroken? -
- How do you feel when you're in love? -

Not in a mood for cheers..

xoxo,

FreakishLoner

Macbeth Footwear!

Hey peeps!
Argghhhh... Curse you Hazel..you tempted me with Macbeth!!
I'm friggin in love with that shoe! Dw, i'll get my own soon..
Today, I googled on Macbeth's Footwear.. i found some awesome pics..
Here's the pics..

Awesome, init? >:D

Cheers!

xoxo,

ButtFace a.k.a Macbeth Lover

What I bought in KL...

Hey peeps!! Just want to share with you all what I bought in KL..
Here's the pics that I took...

My Second Vans..bought at Sungei Wang..

My First Vans..bought at KL Times Square..

Quicksilver Slipper bought at One Utama.

My white Fedora Hat..bought at Melaka.

Black and purple checkered cap bought at Sungei Wang..

Nunchaku bought in Melaka..

Haiyaa!! Imma be a ninja!

Baby Milo Hoodie bought at KL Times Square..

New Moon novel!! Still reading it..halfway..

Bought at MPH, One Utama.

My Student King Manga.

Awesome story inside and in english.

Daisuki by Kaoru.

Yup..thats all I bought..little right?

I want the Macbeth sneakers but..it was too late..

ugh, that shoe is driving moi crazy...

That's all for today..

Cheers!

xoxo,

ButtFace <3

KL was...

Hello people in blogging industry.. ok..lol..
Thanks to my stupid computer.. I can't update my blog..
Thanks alot Mr.Computer.. I hate you but I still love you..
So, talking bout our trip to KL..hmmm..it was...

-AWESOME-

-FRUSTRATING-

-TIRING-

-ENJOYABLE-

-FRIGGIN WEIRD-

-FUNNY-

-MOSTLY TIRING-

Yup..all of the above are true...hahaha...lol, i nearly die of excitement =D

The funny thing is..most of the KL peeps thought we were indonesian..

Wth?! Of all the places..why did it have to be from indon??

They said that, the way we spoke? Umm, hello..Indon and Sabah..

Different way of speaking... ugh, we're from Sabah.. gosh!

So, our trip was on the 12th till 17th February..

Our flight from Kota Kinabalu is at 1.20pm and arrived in KL at 3.50pm..

First day in KL (12th February 2009)

We arrived at Lcct and took the skybus to KL Sentral..

We're staying at KL Plaza Apartment and the best part is..

ITS NEXT TO THE PAVILLION MALL!! The most Awesome mall ever!

Lots of cool and branded stores..

We put our bags in our room and went down to have a bite..

So, Aunty Jane lead us to this food court..

Guess what??!! When the lift door opened..there was a POLE in the middle!!

A FRIGGIN POLE!! A POLE FOR GOODNESS SAKE!!!

WHAT WOULD A POLE BE DOING INSIDE A LIFT???!!!

Lol..me and Donella were thinking the same thing.. a stripper pole..hehe

After that, we went to KL Times Square..my mum bought us a Baby Milo sweater..

Thanks MUM! The best gift ever...moving on to the second day..

Second day in KL (13th February 2009)

Genting Time!! We woke up at 6.00 am to get ready..

All set, go! We went to KL sentral to wait for our bus..

We departed from KL sentral at 10.00am and arrive at Awana Cable Car at 12.30pm..

The biggest fear of my life! Cable car!! We rode the cable car to arrive at the resort..

It took us about 30 mins to arrive at the resort..

Alas! I have conquer my fear of cable car!! mwahahahahaha..

We check-in into Theme Park Hotel..man, the view was heaven..

After settling down, we went to Snow World..

Damn, it was so friggin cold.. -5 Degree Celcius!! ugh.. when we talk, mist came out from our mouth, my hands got frost bite! huhu...

Then, Joanne, Donella, Dawn, Jocelyn and Davina went to the outdoor theme park while me and Desmond with our parents dine at the hotel while waiting for them...

It was 6.30pm, we went to the indoor theme park..all of us except for our parents..

We rode the mini-coaster a.k.a Euro Express many times..it was a blast..

After that, we went to rode the bumper for like 5 times..haha..

So, I told them, 'let's go to 4D Motion'.. yup, we go there...

We were the first in line and got our 3D googles..we sat infront..

Ugh, the movie were giving me a headache coz the stupid cat kept running into cars..

THE MOST AWESOME PART HAS YET TO COME...

We decided to go the Haunted Mansion.. we were so thrill..

Davina stayed behind.. so we went on..

Dub..dub..dub..our heart beat is getting fast..

we were like.. " yg tua dulu jalan kama" "sa tia mau di blakang"

haha..we're scaredy cats.. nama saja gontua semua..

We were bought into the mansion..it was pitch black dark..damn..

The guy reminded us that "jgn sentuh tu hantu, tu hantu ja bleh sentuh kamu"

I was like.."wtf?! kuang asam punya org!

So, he left us there.. we were so scared that we pushed each other to walk..

We enter the hallway and BAM!! The ghost scared us to death!!

We ran as fast as possible and screamed to the top of our lungs!!

and for the first time, i heard desmond screaming!! ahahahaha...lol..

Finally, it was over.. our parents told us that our screams can be heard from the inside..

Thanks alot, ghost!

Third day (14th February 2009 a.k.a Valentine's Day)

Its time to say goodbye to Genting! Bubbye!

After Genting, we went to One Utama Mall... ugh, it was so tiring..

Guess what? I bought a New Moon novel from MPH!!

The mall was FRIGGIN EAFIN HUGE!! It was like a 2km walk from the south to the north part of the mall.. yup, tiring isn't it? hehe..

We got back to KL at 7.00 pm and what I saw makes me JEALOUS!

Since its Valentines, many couple were holding roses.. RED ROSES..

I'M SO JEALOUS..but i'm grateful to be single anyways.. my money is save..

Then we rested for a while in our apartment.. then we went to Pavillion..

Its time for Fish Spa!! Those fishes cracks up my funny bone..

after that, we went to sungei wang for a massage.. =D

DAMN, THE MASSAGE WAS HEAVEN TO ME! IT WAS SO RELAXING...

and the person massaging me is a 70 yr old woman..gosh, she is strong..

Lol..i slept at 2.30am that night..cos i was reading New Moon..

Fourth Day (15 February 2009)

Say hello to Melaka! The historical place in Malaysia...

It was a long journey from KL to Melaka..it took approximately 3 hours..

When we arrived there.. i was like wow! That place amazed me...

The buildings! The people! The becas! wow..awesome!

I'm proud to be a Malaysian..hehe.. maybe..lol..

So, we went to the muzium..there was a lot of artifacts..

awesome..cool..old.. WOW!

For the first time, I rode a beca.. the air was cooling and breezing...

We went to many places in Melaka and also..

I've tasted the most delicious cendol in my life.. ahhhh.. *happy*

It was tiring..we arrived in KL at 7.30pm..

Our parents, my aunties and uncle went to a massage..

so, we stayed at our room.. finally, i can continue reading my novel..

I have to be the BodyGuard that night.. ugh.. but i'm in charge!

haha..i've to stayed up until 1.00am just to wait for them to come back..

Fifth day (16 February 2009)

The last day in KL.. our free time for shopping...

So, we went to Mid Valley Mega Mall.. again, what a huge mall..

We arrived there then we go for a lunch..

All of us were having japanese cuisine.. Bento =D

After that, we went to look for Joanne's sneakers at Skechers..

Then, Joanne and Jocelyn bought Roxy Schoolbag, each! ugh..jealousy much..

I want to be the same, so I bought myself a Quicksilver Slipper..

After the mall, we went to back to KL Times Square..

Things that I do at Times Square..

- Cut my Hair..its shorter now but i still have my bangs infront >:D -

- Buy myself a Vans sneakers -

My dad and Elyn went to Cosmo World.. while me, my mum and Joanne went to MarryBrown to have our dinner.. lol, its delicious..

After dinner, me and my mum went looking for vans sneakers again..

So, we went to this shop 'Zone 5'.. and i was looking around..

and the guy in the shop looked at me and say to his friends that i'm..

"EMO KID".. i was like wtf? Me, emo?! Fuck stereotypes! I don't like to be labelled!

I went out of the shop, grumbling.. ugh..

We went back to our apartment at 10.00pm...

I was so tired, i took my bath and straight away went to bed..

Sixth day (17 February 2009 a.k.a last day)

Ahhhh..what?! The last day already? That's fast..owh well..

We woke up early and set up breakfast...

We still have like few hours of shopping time..

so, we went to sungei wang and i bought vans sneakers again!

Yay me! I like to collect vans sneakers.. woohoo..

Its time for lunch, so we went to Food Republic at Pavillion..

Damn, lots of people..and there was this hot caucasian dude looking fiercely at me..

if he thinks i'm emo..i'm not! ugh.. but what the heck..he's hot >:D

Don and me went to EX shop and she told me that there's an awesome shoe..

Macbeth.. I have to agree with her.. that shoe is awesome..

I fell in love with it the first time I lay my eyes on it..

I want to buy it but it was late for us to be at the airport..

Ugh..no matter..i'll come back in march!!

We arrived at the airport at 4.00pm and our flight is at 5.10pm..

Its all the taxi driver's fault..he was slow...

We onboard our plane..and wow.. it was fast..and bumpy..

and Joanne was sitting next to me..she was feeling naucious..

and she VOMITED!! ugh.. i have to call the stewardess to ask for more paper bags..

The person sitting next to her was feeling uncomfortable..

She vomited twice! FOR GOODNESS SAKE, TWICE!! ugh..

Alas, we landed at Terminal 2 at 7.40pm..exactly...

Goodbye KL..hello Sabah...

Here's some pics I took.. i took about 209 pics but its too many to upload..

So, i only upload this pics..

aww..isn't this pup cute?

I kept punching his head...

St.Francis Xavier Chuch in Melaka

Lol, idk what is the fort called...


Christ Church in Melaka

The muzium..forgot the name..lol

During Fish Spa at Pavillion...

Thats all for today's post.. i'll be posting my next post bout things that i bought in KL..

Till then.. good day...

Cheers!

xoxo,

ButtFace <3