I want us to be together forever and always

Today I realized that I love you more than anything. No doubt bout it now. You loved me like I loved you. When we talked today, you make my heart beats fast. You don't want me to leave, but its 3 month to go. College is coming soon. It seems that you're counting the days. It's making me sad tho. I hate to be apart from you. And I know you feel the same way. Oh my gosh! I love you so so much! I miss you heaps every single day. Why are we so far apart?! If I've been given a chance to go anywhere in this world..all expenses paid and right now, I would choose to go to your place..grab you and hold you tightly to me without want to let you go. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!! [it's no joke]
Aww..enough me being luffy-duffy about you. Today I also talked to Tori. We're becoming closer and closer each day. Although we're both far apart but I feel like we're so close like we've known each other for such a long time. Idk..I want us to be just friends tho not more than that. So, imma control my feelings so I won't be to over with it. Ugh..confused feelings again! Deleting confused feelings..1%..25%..55%..67%..78%..85%..91%..100%!! Eeepp..ERROR! File cannot be deleted. Stupid hard disk!! Teehee! Owh well..
Omigosh! I can't decide where I want to study!! I'm still confused. Yeah, I got accepted to matriculation but I'm not fond in accounting. I hate accounts for goodness sake. I sucked at it. Seriously. I'm more into journalism, teaching, TESL, nursing, or any other medical fields. Just not accounts. But studying in matrix is good as they say and its nearer. Today, you also said to me, "Dammit, 3 months to go. I can't forget it. I can't forget you coz it's you!!" and I was like whoa?! Wow..i really don't want to leave you, you know. But I must. I must go in order to pursue my studies so I can meet you someday. Imma go take my shower then. Ttyl bloggies.

Teehee!