confused feelings...

Why do I have this feeling when we talked? I've been keeping this feeling towards you since last year and today, I told you about it. It turns out, you also felt the same way towards me. But we both are in a relationhsip. I didn't tell you about my feelings coz I know we won't be together. No, its not the age difference, 5 years different its not a problem to me as long you're heart is honest. Its just that..how can I explain this? I don't even know what to say. I'm still confused with my feelings. I'm in love with V but when I talked to you, its like the same way I felt for V. This is what happen when we get too close. You said it yourself. And soon, i'll be leaving you and V. You said you don't want me to go. Why? I want to know your real feelings towards me. I can't tell you mine coz I'm not sure. I guess this feeling towards you, bloomed each day. Imagine, for 4 months I kept this feeling. You cried when I told you that I'll be leaving soon. You asked me to delete you. I will not fucking do that! We're close and I want us to stay close. I feel like i'm going to cry. You also told me some stuff today that makes me really sad and broken. I guess..I really liked you and I will keep it in me. Doesn't matter we're not together, as long I get to talk to you..i'm happy.