Why Are You Back?

Hey people!! This is my last post before new year...
I'm writing this blurg at 7.17 pm.. 5 hours to go!!
I'm not happy by the way..
coz..that person that I wish not to talk anymore..
came back!! Arghhhhhhhhhhh....

Damn! Why are you back?
I'm trying my best to make you fade away in my life..
Today, you came back and talk to me..
The word 'I LOVE YOU'..doesn't mean anything nemore..
Why are you doing this to me?? On New Year's Eve!
When I talked to you today,
My heart beats fast..so fast..
I guess that my feelings for you is still stronger..
But I want my feelings for you to fade away..
I've cried for you..I guess that my tears are wasted like shit!
You said you love me..but I won't love you back..
My shattered heart can't be mend that easily..
It will be forever broken into pieces..
Let my heart bleeds like the tears flowing down from my eyes..
Let me walk into the dark path alone..
You've teared my heart apart..
You've wrecked our friendship..
You've ruined my life..
I don't need you nemore...

The wordings above is not a poem..
Just expressing myself bout that oof...
Its better to write than cutting yourself right??
Sorry, i got issues..LOL..
Well...HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL OF YOU BLOGGERS..!!


CHEERS!!!

xoxo,

DyingIsYourLatestFashion

My New Year's Resolution

My New Year's Resolution...[M.N.Y.R]

Hmmm.. I've think bout it... Its stupid by the way...

I called it my Mental New Year's Resolution List..

1. To lose weight before college!! [PRIORITY]
2. To get my SPM result with FLYING COLOURS
3. To FORGET what happen between me and Tori.
4. To get a laptop before SPM result.
5. To be loved by someone that I will be with forever
6. To chat with Vanessa on MSN..[ugh, its been forever]
7. To persuade my mum to install Wi-Fi in the house.
8. To hope things get better with my family.
9. To change my personality and my attitude.
10. To be more MENTAL as I am now..

Like i said..its mental...

well..umm..daaa..

CHEERS!

xoxo,

DyingIsYourLatestFashion

It Was Just Yesterday...

It was just yesterday that....
I'VE BEEN TOUCHED AGAIN!!!!! GRRRRRRRRR....!!!
Why she won't understand that its disgusting???!!
What are you, a freakin mental loser who doesn't understand what I meant that i don't want to be touched??? What kind of languange do you understand???
FRENCH? SPANISH? MEXICAN? ENGLISH? UGH..!!!
For the last time,
KEEP YOUR FUCKING HANDS OFF ME!!!

So, enough bout that Mental..
Let's talk bout what happen yesterday afternoon and in evening..
In the afternoon, like Joanne goes to school to pick up her PMR result..
Then we go to CP..with her friends, Audrey and Lorraine, Anon, Hazel, Davina and Dawn..
We play bowling like mental..LOL
And in the evening, we went to Dodu Doris's House..
Nah, I don't need to explain it..
Coz that O.A.S.P touched me again!!
Well..enough me talking like hell...
Here's the pics..

Finally, she got the Nitendo DS from her sister..

Audrey: Wahahaha [Evil Laugh]..finally its in my hand!!

Rubyanne: Duh, I wanna see...

Dawn: Ugh, who's calling me? I'm famous!! :P

Whoa! She doesn't want to let it go..

Lorraine: Its all mine!! Grrrrrr

I want your most Goofy face ever!!!

Desmond: Here it is!! Tadaaaa... Does it look like the guy in Beverly Hills 90210??

Me: Ummm..Chyeaahhh..

Dawn with her awesome T-shirt..

Dawn: I only date boys who Recycle. But where can find one?

Me: Are you sure? I thought you only date boys from Beverly Hills 90210.

Dawn: I changed my mind..duh.. I have my own needs you know??

Ahhh..these two gentlemen..

Desmond: Look at me! I pose like a Gentleman...

Iboy: I'm the most cutest boy in Hubah!!

Its Titin and Joanne...

Clementine: uuuu..camera!! Better stop eating..Smile!

Joanne: Ugh! I'm pretty..No camera pls..

Why is Rubyanne smilling? Owh, I know...hehe

Rubyanne: He called me last night!!! Yay me!! He was so awesome!! I'm in love..


Its Dawn turn to be frustrating...
Dawn: Why he hasn't text me yet??? Ish...

Me and Elyn..

We both act like a mental..

Me: Oof..stand straight you ding bag!!

Elyn: Duh, i'm posing...

Me: Ish...

Ish..why is that guy standing there??!!!

ish..Killjoy much...

Doraemon you looked stunning as always...

Me: Doraemon Moment!!!

Those three: Who are we??!!

Me: Don't block Doraemon..He's hot!!

What are they discussing about???

Joanne: Shhhh...lower your voice..they'll hear us....

Cat: Who??

Leona: Yeah we should....

Celyn: Hey! Let me in!!! I want to know what are you girls discussing about..

Jessica: Yeah right, Celyn.

That's all for today's blurg...

Ugh...i still can feel when that O.A.S.P touches me..

a major eeuuuuwwwwwwww.....

CHEERS!!!

xoxo,

DyingIsYourLatestFashion

I Don't Give A Damn What Happen Between Us!

I don't give a SHIT what happen between you and me!
It was just a goodbye..a friendly goodbye, you oof!
Then, you go like GOODBYE FOREVER and log off...!!
Why are you doing this shit to me? Why?
Now, you're not talking to me..then its goodbye forever...
Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!
You're driving me crazy...You...You...
You always in my mind..wherever i go..its all you..
Your face kept popping in my head!!
Why is it hard for me to make you FADE AWAY?????

I look deep into my heart,

and found my heart bleeds,

You left saying its forever goodbye,

When you left,

I sat on the grass looking at the stars.

It was shinning brightly and it twinkles,

The stars at night reminds me of you.

Your great smile,

Your amazing brown eyes,

Makes me happy all the time.

Its just hard to forget the amazing part in you.

You left me with tears flowing down from my eyes,

You left me with crooked smile on my face,

You left me with my heart shattered into pieces,

You left me with a broken heart.

I love you so much so I have to let you go,

But why is it hard for me to make you fade away?

Eventhough you're gone in my life,

But memories will still remain in this shattered heart.

Goodbye.

I was like WTF?! [Arsehole]

Hey hey hey hey hey...Lol..can't stop saying 'hey' coz i'm a mental..
Yesterday was Disimon Clan Party..Its our family tradition for years..
We celebrated it every year..I repeat.. EVERY YEAR!!!
It was like..I don't even want to say it..
My ratings are 6/10.. Idk why.. like i said, i'm a mental..
NEWS FLASH!!!! Something had happen...tum..tum..tum..
Ugh, don't want to say who is the person...just UGH!!!
Why does (someone) kept touching me???!!!!
That person was a...
ONE A-HOLE PERSON WITH A SEVERE ATTITUDINAL PROBLEM...
I was like What The Fuck??!!! I don't want to be touched!! What are you, mental?
UGH!! You sent chills down to my spine...yuck!
F.Y.I..its disgusting!! Seriously..it is!
Its just not right, ok??
Enough be being a mental..here's the pics...

Look at these two hard-headed mental...

They were laughing so hard till my sis[left] fell down and broke the chair!!

Elyn: Let's pose like a Freakin Mental Losers!! [F.M.L]

Tita: That's a great idea..Let's!

Me: Ugh, Mental much...

Dawn: No taking picture please. I'm eating elegantly.

Me: Lol, you're eating papaya with curry.

Dawn: Duh, its elegant and yummy!

Hey hey, meet my cousins..Hazel and Titin..

Hazel: Peace for the boredomness!! Yay!

Titin: I like my present..

Me: Out of the topic! LOL

Whoa..My sis and me cousins..
What's with Hazel's face?? Its cute tho..
Titin: Love the boredomness!!
Joanne: Huh? What?
Hazel: Peace with my amazing face!
Rubyanne: Just copying Hazel..haha


ahhh..me aunty and dawn..
Aunty Con.: Whoa! Nice SLR...
Dawn: Ugh, i wish i was at the beach right now..


Wait a minute..wait a minute...
there's something fishy bout this pics..owh, yeah..
What is Doraemon doing there??


What is on her mind? Hmm....
Rubyanne: Why he hasn't call me yet??



Faces with total boredomness...

Hazel: Arghhh..she's soo cute...

Rubyanne: Hey! Why am I not in the pic?? huhu

Me: Haha..

Damn..this girl is genius I tell you..

She's brilliant...total Einstein..she knows everything...

WOW!!

OMG!!! JOANNE???!!! What are u doing?

Joanne: This is my ultimate ugley face!!!

Hazel: Just supporting Joanne...

Me: Model gone wrong..AGAIN!!

Dawn..Ano..something's smells...LOL

Dawn: What? No..nothing's smells..Its just..Duh, I'm posing..

Rubyanne: Yeah right Dawn. This is not Beverly Hills 90210..

Hazel: Do I look stunning with this face?? Do I? Ugh, Just getting my mind off things that happen just now..somebody touched me...Yikes!

Me: I can feel you pain Hazel. Same here. I've been touched too..uhuhu

There you go...we were like..idk..

We're kinda create a MASSIVE HOO-HAAH at that party...

Elyn laughed so hard..SO HARD THAT SHE BROKE THE DAMN CHAIR..

LOL..WHAT A BABY!!

Well..thats all for today friggin Blurg...

CHEERS!!!

xoxo,

DyingIsYourLatestFashion

Boy's Love Hyper [Anime]

Hey hey hey hey..!! Its the second day of Christmas..!! Having fun??
I'm sure you do..LOL..
So, i just finished watching this anime dvd. Bought it last friday.
The title is Boy's Love Hyper and its the most awesome yet icky anime..
But all in all it was COOL... Its like a gay anime..
But all I understand is its just an unconditionally love between two friends..
Here's the story goes..

Ito Keita receives a letter of admission from Bell Liberty Academy, a prestigious all-boy's school that only accepts the cream of the crop. Though he doubts his ability to succeed at such a school because he is a transfer student coming in the middle of the year, and he has no special ability that he can speak of, he accepts the admission. Keita is picked up by Niwa, the president of the student council, and from then on, he is warmly welcomed by everyone to BL Academy. Keita's first actual friend is Endo Kazuki, who immediately takes Keita under his wing and takes care of him to the extent that Keita laughingly dubs him "grandmother." The two of them become a steadfast pair, but in the days that Kazuki is not around, Keita has no trouble finding other company among the other students.
Occasionally Keita has flashbacks to his childhood, where he is playing with a slightly older boy whom he calls "Kazu-nii." He can't remember much except that he and "Kazu-nii" were close at one point, but these memories seem irrelevant to his current life, so Keita dismisses them. So..i don't want to tell the rest of the story..it will spoil the fun and the suspense..LOL!

So, here's some pics.. You'll know what's the story like.. Chyeahhh!!

The DVD cover..
Aww..a perfect couple..both are hot..

The boys at Liberty Bell..

Well..which one do u think is hotter?

Top: Hideaki, King, Kaoru and Omi.

Bottom: Keita and Kazuki.

I'm sure you all are shocked right??

Yup, you will see this part in the last episode..

This is where Keita and Kazuki went to the house where

they always play together when they're young..

They are at the roof to see the shooting star and BAMM!!!

THEY KISSED!!!

They're both so cute!!

Keita..The new guy at LB school..

Kazuki..a student and also the principal at LB school..

He's living in a double life..

He's awesome!! His bod is also awesome!!!

Iwai a.k.a King

He's smart..He's awesome..He's everything!! Damn!

He's Hideaki

He's soft and passionate...

Kaoru..

He's Koji..

He's the leader in archery club...

It's Shunsuke...

He rides the bikes like hell..

This guy like Keita very much when he first saw him..

Talk bout Love At First Side..

He always ask Keita to go out with him..

He called Keita 'Honey'..His name?

Naruse..

Ugh, the twins!! I hate them..

Kakeru and Wataru..

They're just jealous that Keita is being treated nicely..

wakakaka...

So, having fun reading it...haha..

I'm sure you're probably say.. "eww..gays..yuck!"
Like my sister did... Well..her anime is more boring..ahahahaha..

CHEERS!!

xoxo,

DyingIsYourLatestFashion

On The First Day Of Christmas...

Hey people out there!! This is my first post on X'mas day...
We celebrate christmas at my grandparents house..
well..we celebrate there every single year..
its good by the way..it will strenghten our relationship...
This year christmas are the most awesome and shocking for me!!
It's coz..on my granpa's side of the family..
I just found out the I have cousins from US and Australia....
I repeat... From US and AUSTRALIA!!
The dad is from Michigan and his kids live in Melbourne, Australia.
Hey..thats where Vanessa live..LOL..
Guess what? I think I'm going MENTAL this year christmas!!
I don't know..too much fun and new people..wakakaakakaaka...
Enough me chit-chattering...here's the pics... ^^

Tadaa!! Freakin cool shoes alert!! [F.C.S.A]

Me annoying sis and the devil!!

Whoa!! What's Dawn doing???

Well..hmm..what's her name again??

LOL..can't remember but me and my cousins called her..

Cutie!! coz she's so cute ^^

Dawn and Rubyanne dining on Turkey with their special sauce..

LOL


What is Dawn doing again?? Oh yeah...
She's having a headache..Chyeahh!! Like its real..
LOL..she's just setting up the SLR...


OMFG??!!! Model gone wrong!!!
wakakaka..[evil laugh]

Like who is the red-haired person??? LOL..

Just someone from somewhere and Rubyanne..

Everyone..lets create a scene!! What scene??

Duh, Random....Rawr!

Christmas Moment!!

Who Are we???

Chiara: Rawr! I'm Mean!!

This is the end of my first blurg on first day of xmas!!

More to come by the way...Just wait...

Hohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohoho...

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

GOODNIGHT!!

xoxo,

DyingIsYourLatestFashion

Stars Of Wonder Stars Of Night [X'Mas]

Hey you people out there!!!
I'm writing this blog at 8.42 am...i just woke up!!!
And guess what?? I CAN'T BELIEVE ITS CHRISTMAS!!!!
I'm overjoyed and very estatic..lol..
I THINK I'M GOING MENTAL FOR CHRISTMAS!!1
Guess what? On X'mas Eve which is last night..
I just got me hair bleach!!! It was awesome though but..
Its suppose to be RED which it turns out to be a lil bit purple and pink!!
But it is ok..after all..we should be thankful for this joyous celebration..
If it wasn't for our saviour, Jesus, of course..
This world would be in a total disaster...!!
Imagine the world without peacem love and harmony...
Rapers, Buglars, Murderer everywhere!!
Thanks to Jesus..we're all saved from our sins..
Glory to God on high!! Hallelujah!!!

Well, thats all for my blurg for today..
sorry didn't write so long..
hey, its christmas..LOL..time to get ready for PARTAY!!
anyways..

CHEERS!!!

xoxo,

DyingIsYourLatestFashion

Labuan Moments!! Who Are We??

Hey hey all you people out there!!!
On the 20th till 22nd of December my family and my cousins went to Labuan..
Well..we go there almost every year. Guess what?
Just to buy the freakin liquor, beers and chocolate!!
Labuan..a free duty island..might as well call it..
FREE DUTY ISLAND [FDI] instead of labuan..LOL..
We were like hahaha all the way..its tiring though..
coz we have to walk to the city from Beta..thats the place where we're staying..
And the most frustrating is..I FORGET TO BUY MY VODKA!!!!
WHAT A MAJOR HEARTBROKEN...
Well..enough me talking..here's some pics that i want to share with you all...

My mum bought me the MOST AWESOME XMAS GIFT EVER!!

LIMITED EDITION CKIN2U FRAGRANCE!! MINE IS THE GREEN ONE!!

The blue one is my bro's and the Hugo Boss XX is my mum's.

We're at the SURRENDER POINT. That is where the japanese surrender.

AWW..I LIKE THIS PIC VERY MUCH...DON'T YOU? SUCH INNOCENT FACE...

I took this picture when we're at the Bird Park..so many cute birds..

and many bird poo! Yuck..blah..haha..

Don't you think this owl is HOT?? Yes, he's freakin hot!!

haha..lol..i fell for a bird!!

This is my cousin, Dawn, lol...its too small for her..wakakaka

Having fun at LABUAN BOTANICAL GARDEN

Here's my cousin, Donella..haha..acting like she was 5..LOL

still having fun at the Botanical Garden..

I took this pic when we're in the MEMORIAL PARK..

It's where the Australian, Indian, Malay, British soldier were buried..

They were brave to fight the japanese...may their soul rest in peace..

Thank you!! We salute you! Amen..

Our first night in Labuan. Playing bowling..

well, the bowling alley in Labuan suck butt!!! Trust me..

My cousin, Desmond, with his white shade carrying his sister's SLR..

hahaha...LOL

I was bored so I went to the balcony for air...

Night time in Labuan..so peaceful and quiet..

people there sleep early..anti-social much..lol..kidding..

1..2..3..Everybody JUMP!!!

lol..we looked like a group of crazy cuzzie...

my cousin, desmond took this pic...

OK..everyone..pose for me..

Attitude please! Strut here and there..

Alas, perfecto!

Photographer: Give me Rawr!

Everyone: RAWR!!!

Me: I'm a Mental!!

Well..thats all..actually..there are more pictures in my phone..

i'm just too lazy to upload it..hehehe..

btw, hope u enjoy..

Labuan Moments!! Who Are We???

xoxo,

DyingIsYourLatestFashion a.k.a Jace