Tuesday, July 27, 2010

making life decision..yet still can't make up mind..


Why is it so hard to make decision? I don't know, I gave my answer but its not my final decision yet. I still having second thoughts, whether to go or not. To be honest, I hate that place in fact, I hate the people there. I really hate the people there. Dead serious hate! But why something in me triggers me and says that I should go? Should I? I mean, it will be starting all over again..meeting new friends, orientation..gah! Lecture hall, how I hate lecture hall. What is triggering me inside then? I have to make my decision fast! seriously, fast! To go or not to go? This thinking is making me depressed, I might be going back to the old road again. Dammit!

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