making life decision..yet still can't make up mind..

Why is it so hard to make decision? I don't know, I gave my answer but its not my final decision yet. I still having second thoughts, whether to go or not. To be honest, I hate that place in fact, I hate the people there. I really hate the people there. Dead serious hate! But why something in me triggers me and says that I should go? Should I? I mean, it will be starting all over again..meeting new friends, orientation..gah! Lecture hall, how I hate lecture hall. What is triggering me inside then? I have to make my decision fast! seriously, fast! To go or not to go? This thinking is making me depressed, I might be going back to the old road again. Dammit!

Confuse? dead confuse =(

What I heard from our KJ just now..was.. rather a shocking yet devastating news. It made me think and i've never ever think like this before. Eight of us will be chosen to go to the other program which will twin with UiTM. Now, here's the problem. I'm confuse whether to go or not, my head told me to go but my heart told me to stay. My mom told me to go...

Here's the pros and cons if I go to the place...

PROS

1. The place is big and convenient
2. it's in KL, well.. shopping haven
3. most of my friends are there

CONS

1. Homesick, hard for me to adapt
   
2. meeting new friends..again (not good at it)
3. Far from parents (not a good thing for me)
4. High cost of living
5. I hate the traffic and some people there
6. I don't enjoy the attitude of some people
7. Rudeness (some)

GAHHHHHHHHHHHH!

God please help me to choose the correct path, please let me have peace of mind in making this decision. Amen.