I'm In Love with Digby!!

Good afternoon bloggers...!!
Ugh.. i don't know why..I think imma go mental!! I'm friggin in love with Digby!!
I'm in love with Digby!! Digby!! A DOG! A STUFF ANIMAL DOG!! OMFG!!
But..he's so eaffin awesome and adorable... well, look at him...
-puppy dog eyes- isn't he cuuuuuttttttttteeeeeeeeeee??????? owh i'm going crazy for him..
With his soft white fur...amazing eyes..the way he looks into your eyes.. i'll assure you, you will go 'awwwwwww'...maybe even long 'awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww'...
yeah like that..hehe xD

What do you think of him? Cute, right? hehe

CHEERS!

xoxo,

Digby's Lover

Long Distance by Brandy

Hello people of bloggers..[that didn't make any sense..owh well]
So, as usual me being a total freakish loner being bored in the living room.. was flipping channels in the telly and a new song caught my attention..
That song is LONG DISTANCE by BRANDY..
Its a cool song by the way.. i like the words in the song..
It explains my current relationship with that special someone..
Me being stucked in Sabah..well..its just across the South China Sea as my dear lived in Singapore.. well..never thought long-distance relationship would last this long..
Yeah, we fought the other day but we manage to make up..AGAIN! and for the SIXTH friggin time.. well, u started first anyway. Forget bout my love life. It wouldn't last long anyway or it would..hmmm... nah, it wouldn't.. I already planned my life anyway..

The words that I'm in love in the song are..

With you is where I rather be,

But we're stuck where we are,

Its so hard, you're so far,

This long distance is killing me.

I wish that you were here with me,

But we're stuck where we are,

Its so hard, you're so far,

This long distance is killing me.

Wow, isn't it? No? Well, suit yourself..i'm loving the words in the song every moment..

Go look up for the song in youtube.. you'll find it amazing =D

Cheers!

xoxo,

How to spell my name again? >:D

Why does love always hurt?

Hello peeps, bloggers or whatever...
I was wondering.. Have you ever been in love? If you have, how does it feels? Amazing? Great? Awesome? The greatest thing happen in your life? Or it just full with hearts that's being shattered into pieces and will never be mend again? I don't know what do you feel bout it, but for me.. I think I will never fall in love again.. Love just.. *sigh* it just brings pain to my life. Like, have you ever been hurt by someone that you cared and loved so fucking much? You fucking love that someone and yet, in the end.. that person hurt you. And do you ever wonder, that your heart will ever be mend again? Like they say, "A broken heart can't never be mend" and I think that phrase began to make sense now. It's hard to mend a broken heart..believe me, i've been there. Suffered for a month..and that special someone came into my life, that person began to heal the hole in my heart.. For 4 months we've been together and now its coming to an end. There are ups and downs when i'm with you but we both get over it easily because our love towards each other are strong. Time passed by so fast and its nearly our 5 month anniversary.. we fought again. But now, its hard for me.. I'm tired to hold on onto you and I feel that you're also tired to hold onto me. Is this the end? It's hard for me to leave you and yet it hurts me so fucking much to forget bout you. How many tears must I shed to cleanse myself of you?! I wish I could forget you but its hard.. You changed my whole life. I leave the decision in your hands. Its your call then. I don't care anymore. Why does love must ended in tears? I wished that I could have an happy ending just like the fairytales in the storybook but i guess, that's impossible to come true. I once asked to myself, "What is the meaning of love?". My answer is, "Love is eternity. There's no boundaries in loving someone. When you thought bout that person, it makes your heart sings joyfully". That's my definition of love. Now, nobody can mend this broken heart. I guess, i will never fall in love again. It's God decision now, whether he wants me to be with someone or I may just be a freakish loner and take care of my parents. Maybe me being a freakish loner is more better..taking care of my parents.. well, its a way to express my gratitude to them for taking good care of me for years.

So..peeps..sorry you have to read this long post..
I just like to express myself on paper.. well, in this case..on computer..
When you finished reading it.. Tell me..
- Your definition of love -
- Have you ever been heartbroken? -
- How do you feel when you're in love? -

Not in a mood for cheers..

xoxo,

FreakishLoner

Macbeth Footwear!

Hey peeps!
Argghhhh... Curse you Hazel..you tempted me with Macbeth!!
I'm friggin in love with that shoe! Dw, i'll get my own soon..
Today, I googled on Macbeth's Footwear.. i found some awesome pics..
Here's the pics..

Awesome, init? >:D

Cheers!

xoxo,

ButtFace a.k.a Macbeth Lover

What I bought in KL...

Hey peeps!! Just want to share with you all what I bought in KL..
Here's the pics that I took...

My Second Vans..bought at Sungei Wang..

My First Vans..bought at KL Times Square..

Quicksilver Slipper bought at One Utama.

My white Fedora Hat..bought at Melaka.

Black and purple checkered cap bought at Sungei Wang..

Nunchaku bought in Melaka..

Haiyaa!! Imma be a ninja!

Baby Milo Hoodie bought at KL Times Square..

New Moon novel!! Still reading it..halfway..

Bought at MPH, One Utama.

My Student King Manga.

Awesome story inside and in english.

Daisuki by Kaoru.

Yup..thats all I bought..little right?

I want the Macbeth sneakers but..it was too late..

ugh, that shoe is driving moi crazy...

That's all for today..

Cheers!

xoxo,

ButtFace <3

KL was...

Hello people in blogging industry.. ok..lol..
Thanks to my stupid computer.. I can't update my blog..
Thanks alot Mr.Computer.. I hate you but I still love you..
So, talking bout our trip to KL..hmmm..it was...

-AWESOME-

-FRUSTRATING-

-TIRING-

-ENJOYABLE-

-FRIGGIN WEIRD-

-FUNNY-

-MOSTLY TIRING-

Yup..all of the above are true...hahaha...lol, i nearly die of excitement =D

The funny thing is..most of the KL peeps thought we were indonesian..

Wth?! Of all the places..why did it have to be from indon??

They said that, the way we spoke? Umm, hello..Indon and Sabah..

Different way of speaking... ugh, we're from Sabah.. gosh!

So, our trip was on the 12th till 17th February..

Our flight from Kota Kinabalu is at 1.20pm and arrived in KL at 3.50pm..

First day in KL (12th February 2009)

We arrived at Lcct and took the skybus to KL Sentral..

We're staying at KL Plaza Apartment and the best part is..

ITS NEXT TO THE PAVILLION MALL!! The most Awesome mall ever!

Lots of cool and branded stores..

We put our bags in our room and went down to have a bite..

So, Aunty Jane lead us to this food court..

Guess what??!! When the lift door opened..there was a POLE in the middle!!

A FRIGGIN POLE!! A POLE FOR GOODNESS SAKE!!!

WHAT WOULD A POLE BE DOING INSIDE A LIFT???!!!

Lol..me and Donella were thinking the same thing.. a stripper pole..hehe

After that, we went to KL Times Square..my mum bought us a Baby Milo sweater..

Thanks MUM! The best gift ever...moving on to the second day..

Second day in KL (13th February 2009)

Genting Time!! We woke up at 6.00 am to get ready..

All set, go! We went to KL sentral to wait for our bus..

We departed from KL sentral at 10.00am and arrive at Awana Cable Car at 12.30pm..

The biggest fear of my life! Cable car!! We rode the cable car to arrive at the resort..

It took us about 30 mins to arrive at the resort..

Alas! I have conquer my fear of cable car!! mwahahahahaha..

We check-in into Theme Park Hotel..man, the view was heaven..

After settling down, we went to Snow World..

Damn, it was so friggin cold.. -5 Degree Celcius!! ugh.. when we talk, mist came out from our mouth, my hands got frost bite! huhu...

Then, Joanne, Donella, Dawn, Jocelyn and Davina went to the outdoor theme park while me and Desmond with our parents dine at the hotel while waiting for them...

It was 6.30pm, we went to the indoor theme park..all of us except for our parents..

We rode the mini-coaster a.k.a Euro Express many times..it was a blast..

After that, we went to rode the bumper for like 5 times..haha..

So, I told them, 'let's go to 4D Motion'.. yup, we go there...

We were the first in line and got our 3D googles..we sat infront..

Ugh, the movie were giving me a headache coz the stupid cat kept running into cars..

THE MOST AWESOME PART HAS YET TO COME...

We decided to go the Haunted Mansion.. we were so thrill..

Davina stayed behind.. so we went on..

Dub..dub..dub..our heart beat is getting fast..

we were like.. " yg tua dulu jalan kama" "sa tia mau di blakang"

haha..we're scaredy cats.. nama saja gontua semua..

We were bought into the mansion..it was pitch black dark..damn..

The guy reminded us that "jgn sentuh tu hantu, tu hantu ja bleh sentuh kamu"

I was like.."wtf?! kuang asam punya org!

So, he left us there.. we were so scared that we pushed each other to walk..

We enter the hallway and BAM!! The ghost scared us to death!!

We ran as fast as possible and screamed to the top of our lungs!!

and for the first time, i heard desmond screaming!! ahahahaha...lol..

Finally, it was over.. our parents told us that our screams can be heard from the inside..

Thanks alot, ghost!

Third day (14th February 2009 a.k.a Valentine's Day)

Its time to say goodbye to Genting! Bubbye!

After Genting, we went to One Utama Mall... ugh, it was so tiring..

Guess what? I bought a New Moon novel from MPH!!

The mall was FRIGGIN EAFIN HUGE!! It was like a 2km walk from the south to the north part of the mall.. yup, tiring isn't it? hehe..

We got back to KL at 7.00 pm and what I saw makes me JEALOUS!

Since its Valentines, many couple were holding roses.. RED ROSES..

I'M SO JEALOUS..but i'm grateful to be single anyways.. my money is save..

Then we rested for a while in our apartment.. then we went to Pavillion..

Its time for Fish Spa!! Those fishes cracks up my funny bone..

after that, we went to sungei wang for a massage.. =D

DAMN, THE MASSAGE WAS HEAVEN TO ME! IT WAS SO RELAXING...

and the person massaging me is a 70 yr old woman..gosh, she is strong..

Lol..i slept at 2.30am that night..cos i was reading New Moon..

Fourth Day (15 February 2009)

Say hello to Melaka! The historical place in Malaysia...

It was a long journey from KL to Melaka..it took approximately 3 hours..

When we arrived there.. i was like wow! That place amazed me...

The buildings! The people! The becas! wow..awesome!

I'm proud to be a Malaysian..hehe.. maybe..lol..

So, we went to the muzium..there was a lot of artifacts..

awesome..cool..old.. WOW!

For the first time, I rode a beca.. the air was cooling and breezing...

We went to many places in Melaka and also..

I've tasted the most delicious cendol in my life.. ahhhh.. *happy*

It was tiring..we arrived in KL at 7.30pm..

Our parents, my aunties and uncle went to a massage..

so, we stayed at our room.. finally, i can continue reading my novel..

I have to be the BodyGuard that night.. ugh.. but i'm in charge!

haha..i've to stayed up until 1.00am just to wait for them to come back..

Fifth day (16 February 2009)

The last day in KL.. our free time for shopping...

So, we went to Mid Valley Mega Mall.. again, what a huge mall..

We arrived there then we go for a lunch..

All of us were having japanese cuisine.. Bento =D

After that, we went to look for Joanne's sneakers at Skechers..

Then, Joanne and Jocelyn bought Roxy Schoolbag, each! ugh..jealousy much..

I want to be the same, so I bought myself a Quicksilver Slipper..

After the mall, we went to back to KL Times Square..

Things that I do at Times Square..

- Cut my Hair..its shorter now but i still have my bangs infront >:D -

- Buy myself a Vans sneakers -

My dad and Elyn went to Cosmo World.. while me, my mum and Joanne went to MarryBrown to have our dinner.. lol, its delicious..

After dinner, me and my mum went looking for vans sneakers again..

So, we went to this shop 'Zone 5'.. and i was looking around..

and the guy in the shop looked at me and say to his friends that i'm..

"EMO KID".. i was like wtf? Me, emo?! Fuck stereotypes! I don't like to be labelled!

I went out of the shop, grumbling.. ugh..

We went back to our apartment at 10.00pm...

I was so tired, i took my bath and straight away went to bed..

Sixth day (17 February 2009 a.k.a last day)

Ahhhh..what?! The last day already? That's fast..owh well..

We woke up early and set up breakfast...

We still have like few hours of shopping time..

so, we went to sungei wang and i bought vans sneakers again!

Yay me! I like to collect vans sneakers.. woohoo..

Its time for lunch, so we went to Food Republic at Pavillion..

Damn, lots of people..and there was this hot caucasian dude looking fiercely at me..

if he thinks i'm emo..i'm not! ugh.. but what the heck..he's hot >:D

Don and me went to EX shop and she told me that there's an awesome shoe..

Macbeth.. I have to agree with her.. that shoe is awesome..

I fell in love with it the first time I lay my eyes on it..

I want to buy it but it was late for us to be at the airport..

Ugh..no matter..i'll come back in march!!

We arrived at the airport at 4.00pm and our flight is at 5.10pm..

Its all the taxi driver's fault..he was slow...

We onboard our plane..and wow.. it was fast..and bumpy..

and Joanne was sitting next to me..she was feeling naucious..

and she VOMITED!! ugh.. i have to call the stewardess to ask for more paper bags..

The person sitting next to her was feeling uncomfortable..

She vomited twice! FOR GOODNESS SAKE, TWICE!! ugh..

Alas, we landed at Terminal 2 at 7.40pm..exactly...

Goodbye KL..hello Sabah...

Here's some pics I took.. i took about 209 pics but its too many to upload..

So, i only upload this pics..

aww..isn't this pup cute?

I kept punching his head...

St.Francis Xavier Chuch in Melaka

Lol, idk what is the fort called...


Christ Church in Melaka

The muzium..forgot the name..lol

During Fish Spa at Pavillion...

Thats all for today's post.. i'll be posting my next post bout things that i bought in KL..

Till then.. good day...

Cheers!

xoxo,

ButtFace <3

Stupid Computer! Ass!

Allloooo bloggers! Arghhhhhhh!!!
Its been two days since I got back from KL..
I was looking forward to come home and guess what??
When I want to use the computer to update my blog...
I found out that my computer CRASHED!!! I was devastated!!
and today Abang Jude..Luke's bro came to our house to fix it..
Yay!! ALAS! HE FIXED IT!! THANKS, ABG JUDE!!
So, now I can post my trip to KL..
I know..you probably already read Donella or Dawn or Joanne's post bout the trip..well, its not my fault that the computer crashed..huhu..
My post about the trip is on my next post..
Read it..hehe..lol..

Cheers!

xoxo,

ButtFace <3

I'll vanish today and will be back next week..

Hey bloggers! Good morning...
ahhh...what a beautiful day.. imma leave soon..
doi gia, kena suruh vacuum rumah lagi.. haish..
so, i'll be leaving to airport at 11.00 am today..
and our flight is at 1.20pm and will be arriving in KL at 3.20pm..
OK! First things first dingbag and doofus!!
The window is mine! MINE i tell you!!
I wanna sit near to the window..seriously...
Don't you dare take the window away from me!
I can't wait! ugh..
- Pavillion -
- Times Square -
- One utama -
- Mega Mall -
- The Curves -
- Sungai Wang -
- Genting Highlands -
- Sunway Piramid -
HERE I COME! DON'T YOU DARE GO!!

That's all for today's post..
imma go and do the laundry and vacumm the house now..
CHEERS!

xoxo,

ButtFace is on Vacation<3

I'll be going now..eventually..ok! Tomorrow..

Hello bloggers! Hey, its the first time I use the word 'hello'..
haha..right.. tomorrow i'll be flying to KL..
No, not flying! I'm a human being for effin' sake! I can't fly...
I'm going there by..what else?? Airplane..duh..
We'll be staying at KL plaza and on friday, we'll be going to Genting..
Overnight there...so indoor coaster and bumper car, here i come!
My suicide note eh? umm..i guess..no note..
imma stick to saying goodbye the easy way..

Goodbye, ass!

There you go >:D [lol, i'm just kidding]

Damn! Fall Out Boy concert in Singapore was yesterday! Shit..

Wish I could go see them.. and the band Hey Monday was there too!

I found out bout this band today..and their songs were awesome..

Its similar to Paramore..no matter, both of them are great..

I just realize today in america's suitehearts video clip..

Cassadee, from the band Hey Monday was in there..

Lol..i'm a dumbshit who's shit been shat on!

Look up for the band HEY MONDAY...

Here's the list of their coolest songs..

- Homecoming -

- Candles [The Best song ever!] -

- 6 Months -

- How you love me now -

That's all for today's post..maybe i'll post my last post for this week tomorrow morning..

Till then bloggers..

CHEERS!

xoxo,

ButtFace<3

I can wait forever by Simple Plan

Hey bloggies!! So, it was like 3 days ago..I think..
I heard this new song at MTV.. I felt in love with it..
Its I CAN WAIT FOREVER by Simple Plan. Its actually an animax theme song.
But..the lyrics were beautiful and sweet..
Aww..i think imma cry.. *sniffs* seriously..
Don't believe me? Here's the lyrics..

I can wait forever by Simple Plan

You look so beautiful today,

when your sitting there it's hard for me to look away.

So I try to find the words that I could say.

I know distance doesn't matter,

but you feel so far away.

And I can't lie but everytime I leave my heart turns gray,

and I, wanna come back home to see your face and I,

cuz I just cant take it!

Another day without you with me,

is like a blade that cuts right through me,

but I can wait I can wait forever

when you call my heart stops beating,

but when ur gone it wont stop bleeding

I can wait I can wait forever...

You look so beautiful today

its like everytime I turn around I see your face.

The thing I miss the most is, waking up next to you!

when I look into your eyes,

man I wish that I could stay.

and I can't lie,

but everytime I leave my heart turns gray.

and I, I wanna come back home to see your face and I,

cuz I just cant take it!

Another day without you with me,

is like a blade that cuts right through me

but I can wait I can wait forever (I can wait forever)

when you call my heart stops beating,

but when ur gone it wont stop bleeding

but I can wait I can wait I can wait forever...

I know it feels like forever,

guess that's just the price I gotta pay.

but when I come back home to feel your touch

makes it better (makes it better)

til that day theres nothing else that I can do,

and I just cant take it!...

Beautiful isn't it? No..owh well..suit yourself..

owh and if you want to watch the video..here's the link..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y_TJxL3nYgA

Watch it or forever will be damn!!

Mwahahahahahahaha...nah, just kidding..

Just touching my inner darkness...

CHEERS!

xoxo,

ButtFace<3