Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Yesterday...

Hey bloggers! 2 days to go..damn..time pass by so fast..
Yesterday was the last day of CNY..
So, my mum bring us to dinner at Cafe Boleh, Sutera Harbour Hotel.
Yup..we dine there..buffet to be specific..
Lol..its morning here..like 8.55 am..
and Joanne just came back from school.. i know..its early..
My sister is sick..fever and flu..aww..boo-hoo..
She's upstairs now..sleeping maybe..
and i'm suppose to take care of her..mum ask me to make her warm soya bean and grandpa ask me to cook her porridge..aww, gosh...
well..she IS my sister tho..its my duty to take care of her..
Here's some pics of last night dinner =D

Just a random picture..
To test my inner photographing skills..

Look..dingbag and doofus..
Taking picture of themselves using my mum's phone..

How's my artistic in culinary?
Above there.. Mashed potato with its sauce..
Banger a.k.a sausage..
Irish Lamb Stew [My Favourite!]..
and some veggies..

Me and Joanne were berebut taking picture of the flower..


Joanne eating the watermelon..
Gah..she wants her a pic of her to be taken..
That's all for today...
I'll post more later..
CHEERS!
xoxo,
ButtFace<3

Sunday, February 8, 2009

I'll be fishing for hotties and notties :P

Hey bloggers!! 4 more days to go!!
4 friggin eafin' days to go!!
Cuddie: Where to, ass?
Me: A place where you can't follow me.
Cuddie: Haha..try me. I always follow you, remember?
Me: Owh, shut your pie-hole would ya?
Cuddie: Fine!
IGNORE THE ABOVE CONVO..damn her..

So, i was saying that..4 more days to go..TO KL!!
I can't friggin wait!! So many malls!
Full with designer's brand.. Prada! Chanel! Dolce and Gabbana!
What the fuck?! Did I just say that all? Ugh..
I don't speak designer's brand for eafin' gawd!
I'm into Vanz..Converse..yeah that's cool..
The best part is I'LL BE FISHING FOR HOTTIES AND notties!!
Mwahahahahahaha... i'll lurked at night..
Hypnotize them with me eyes! Mwahahahaha..
Lol..i'm just kidding.. ugh.. i'm not even into that kind of stuff..
So, will be leaving you all with a suicide note soon..


CHEERS!

xoxo,
ButtFace<3

Saturday, February 7, 2009

Songs that defines my love life..

Hey there blogger! Good afternoon =D
Already had ur lunch? No? Then, go have it! hehe..
So, I just want to share with you all something..
Songs that defines my current relationship with someone that I truly forever will love..
Halo by Beyonce
Your Call by Secondhand Serenade
It's your Love by Gil Ofarim
When I'm with you by Faber Drive
My Hero by Paramore
Vulnerable by Secondhand Serenade
Fall for you by Secondhand Serenade
I can wait forever by Simple Plan
Your Guardian Angel by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
You had me at hello by A Day To Remember
This love you breath by Eyes Set To Kill
Yuppers..thats all the songs everytime I hear it..
It makes me think of you.. you always be in my heart..
Always dear.. No matter what obstacles that will interfere us..
I'll break the walls..i'll fight for it..i don't care if it will rip me apart..
All I want is to spend my life with you..
To hold your hands everyday..
To give you a kiss in the morning and at night..
But the best part now in my life..
I want you, I need you and I have you..
I don't want to change that..
OK..what is it with me today..
I'm like being emo again... gah! Not again..
Ignore that.. lol, i'm just like this..
I don't know.. maybe i'm Bipolar or something..
Argghhh..Gahh..Ishhh..Sheezzz..
Owh well..might as well be a bipolar...
CHEERS IN A DEADLY WAY!
xoxo,
ButtFace<3

Friday, February 6, 2009

What the F?! Again?!

Greetings bloggers..
Its like 11.20 pm here.. and all of them are sleeping..
I'm alone downstairs..all alone..care to join me?
We'll be bat buddies..or you prefer vampire buddies??
Yeah, that would be awesome..mwhahahahaha...
So, today talked with my dear on msn.
What a day..what a day..guess what?
We fought and nearly break up..AGAIN!
For goodness sake..this is the FIFTH TIME!!
I don't wanna leave you and you don't wanna leave me..
So, we leave it that way..and songs are playing in my head..

I don't want to leave you..so, this songs popped in my head..
It's not over by Secondhand Serenade
When i'm with you by Faber Drive
Note to self by From First to Last
Halo by Beyonce
I love you more than I love the stars, the moon and the sky..
Its hard for me to let you go.. it makes me vulnerable..
I love you and you know that.. wish that I could go there now..
And hold you close to my heart..take you away with me..
I'll make the pain go away.. i'll make your day bright..
I don't want to let you go.. I want to be forever yours..
Although, I can't be with you on Valentine's Day..
But I know someday.. I'll be spending my life with you forever..
I love you so much <3
CHEERS!
xoxo,
ButtFace <3

Bloggers Bonjour!!

Hey bloggers! A very good morning to you all..
Yes, i'm up early..well, duh..everyday..
I'm writing this post at 6.21 am...
Woke up early just coz to make breakfast for DINGBAG and DOOFUS..
Coz both of them have kokum!
Arghhhhh! Why don't the school just give them a break for once??!!
Siapa tahan owh..every friday ada kokum...
Well, i'm glad I graduated from the school for good..
I felt pity to those who still schooling there..hehe
-no offense- if I could save you all, I will...

So, 6 friggin days to go...
I'll be leaving you all with a suicide note in 6 days..
Haha..can't wait.. :P
I'm so evil...mwhahahaahahaha...

That's all..for this friggin rainy morning..
CHEERS!

xoxo,
ButtFace <3

Thursday, February 5, 2009

This is how I feel bout you now...

Good afternoon bloggers! Or is it evening?? Hmmm..
Owh, doesn't matter.. So.. So...
What the hell??!! I effin' miss my dear so fucking much..
If I have wings now, i'd fly to Singapore and hold you in my arms forever!!
Or maybe..I should cut my wrist and then I have wings?? -.-
-That's not a great idea-
You told me to look up the song HALO by Beyonce..
So, I youtube it and listen to the song..
It makes me fucking cry coz every word in that song..
Makes me feel vulnerable...
That's how I feel bout you in that song..
Here's the part in the song that I love.. The chorus..

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see you halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over you face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away
This song..every word..every sentences..
Goes deep into my heart.. I cry for you..
It hurts me so much to wake up each morning..
Without you by my side...
I've downloaded the song..so everytime I listened to it..
I always will remember you..
Although you're not here with me..
But I feel that you're always near..in my heart..
This is how I felt bout you now and always..
You're the most beautiful thing happen in my life..
You texted me today saying that you want to die..
Baby, you promise me that we'll stay together forever..
I fucking don't want you to die..
If you want to listen to the song..here's the link..
By the way..I'm not emo...
I'm just being emotional like I always do..
Cuddie: Hey, isn't that the same as the word 'emo'??
Me: Shut up you. You'll ruin the moment...
CHEERS!!
xoxo,
ButtFace<3

News Flash!! Elyn told me something...-.-

New Flash bloggers!!
Last night, when i'm headin for bed..
My sister, Jocelyn or Elyn a.k.a doofus told me something that cracks my funny bone..
Guess what she told me??
Our convo was like this....
Elyn: Sinta..
Me: Apa?
Elyn: Ko mau tau something?
Me: Apa? -Looking at her with curiosity- (-.-)
Elyn: Sa ada crush balik sama Gehazi..
Me: Apa?! ahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha -laughing loudly-
Mum: Pa bah ni kau ketawa malam-malam macam tu hantu?!
Me: Teda.. hahahahahaahahahahahaha..
Elyn: Ya, btul.. Tadi dia tengok saya trus sa pun tengok dia.. Trus sa rasa cam sa ada crush sama dia balik...
Me: Apa?! Hahahahahahahaha -Rolling and laughing on the bed-
See..when she told me that..i was like WHAT THE HELL???!!
SHE'S ONLY 13 FOR GOD'S SAKE..AND SHE CAN FALL IN LOVE!!
Well..what to do..a girl has her own needs..
Just like yours truly..ugh, haven't text my dear for 3 days straight..

p/s: I post this specially for Jezreel to read..hehe.. Jez, if you're reading this, tell Gehazi!! Mwahahahahahahahaha...

CHEERS!

xoxo,
ButtFace <3

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Leaving you with a suicide note soon...


Hey you bloggers out there...
I will be away soon..9 days to go...
I maybe not going back after that.. just maybe..
So, i'm going to leave you all with a suicide note soon...
Don't worry.. I'll be the stars in the sky..
Look at the picture above..it's my left hand..
Do you notice the scars? Scars of me cutting my wrist..
Of course, you wouldn't saw it..coz it already healed..
But the scar of shattered soul is still there..
It would remain there forever..
I will show it to my kids and my grandkids..if I ever get married..
That would be impossible coz..
I promise that I wouldn't get married.. Seriously..
I know you might think that i'm crazy or mentally ill...
Hah! What do you know?
This is the real me.. I may look happy on the outside..
But in the inside.. it's just...
A broken heart that will never be mend..
xoxo,
ButtFace<3

Monday, February 2, 2009

Tagged by Jessmeen

- RULES :- Pick your birth month.
- Strike out anything that doesn’t apply to you .
- Bold (or italicize) the best apply to you .
- Copy to your own blog , with all twelve months .
- Tag 10 people.

'not really/i don't know, doesn't apply to me, the best apply to me.'

JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Love literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High-spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people’s mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER:Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty.Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think.Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned.Loves outdoors. Just and fair.Spendthrift.Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

And i tagged...no one..its your decision whether you want to do it or not.

CHEERS!

xoxo,

ButtFace<3


Sunday, February 1, 2009

First Day of February

Hey to all bloggers out there...
Ahhh..the first day of February..
what a day..what a day.. LOL, i can't even explain it...
But i'll try..today was..
- Jolly -
- Sad -
- Nearly killed myself -
- Umm..fucking happy? -
Buttface reporting for duty, sir! Here's my report for today..

The first day.. I reload my phone, AGAIN!!
I reloaded it RM15..text my dear..
and guess how much my credits left?
RM4.60..haha.. fast kan?
I know..i'm mental...

My love life? LOL, its the first day...
ok..ok.. i texted my dear today..
dear said dia broke dia punya left hand..
I was like..OMFG! You ok? Dear said not to worry...
The best part is...
Today is our 4th MONTH TOGETHER ANNIVERSARY!!
I'm getting my dear a present when i'm in KL..
Guess how many sms from dear in my phone?
I've counted.. ugh..so many..its about..350 msgs...
also, today..we nearly broke up..AGAIN!!
This is the fourth time..
its just hard for both of us to let each other go...
I will always stay by your side no matter what!

What's new with me?
Went to Wisma Merdeka yesterday.. bought myself..
2 bay shorts and 1 boxer.. for KL of course..
and today, we went to Karamunsing..
as usual.. me going to my favourite shop.. Notti..
I bought another cool new shirt..with the wordings..
I Never Shut Up (Just like my mum...)
ahahaha..funny right? No? Owh well...

Well, the wordings on the shirt are true..LOL
Owh well..hey, did I forget something? Owh yeah..my so called IM friend..
-Calls Cuddie-
Me: Hey cuddie! Where are you?
Cuddie: Owh..now you realised. Ass!
Me: Hey, what did I do now?
Cuddie: I'm always by your side and now only you realized?!
Me: You sure, you always there? Coz I don't feel you..
Cuddie: Owh for eafin gosh! What an ass are u..
Me: Fine! Go away then..
Ahh..the usual...we fought..yadadadada..
She'll come back to me..eventually..
LOL..i'm friggin tired..
Thats all for today...
CHEERS!
xoxo,
ButtFace <3